So here it is, two months after my last post. I've been horrible that way. Life has been one crazy mess of fun. In the past two months, I have decided to completely change every aspect of my life. So I am currently a student in college. I was planning on getting a couple of minors and graduating in a couple of years. The projected date was April of 2010. However, I was sitting at my house one night looking at my schedule for the fall and all the sudden I just felt like I needed to change everything. So I did. I did all the math and realized that if I dropped my minors, I could graduate in the next year. So I put everything in motion. Within days I had all my classes worked out and I had talked to all the right people and now I am set to walk in April of this next year. Then after my internship, I will get my diploma in August. It was crazy how it all changed.
Well after I changed my life plan as far as school, things started going south with all of my current friends. I started getting used. And I started having all these relationships that had been going for years that suddenly just stopped working. People just disappeared. I had been living in the same place for 3 years and I just felt like I was suffocating and needed to get out. So now I've moved to a totally different part of town (it's actually closer to work and my classes, which is nice).
Now I'm not quite sure why all this is happening. In fact, it's driving me insane because I'm so lost in life right now. I don't know what I'm going to do when I graduate, I also don't know what I'm going to do this weekend. I don't have the friends that I had before, and I've been to busy to meet people in my new area. But I know that this is right, I know that there is a plan in my life that is being set in motion. It's a weird feeling, but it's crazy cool.
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