American Idol!

For those of you who don't know, American Idol tryouts have started. On July 29th, they are going to be in Salt Lake City, UT. That is the closest tryouts to me, and that is the closest I will have ever been to tryouts. Now, I have never been formally trained with how to sing, but a part of me wants to go and tryout for American Idol. Why you might ask? Well it's the little girl dream in me, I'm not going to lie. I've always wanted to be the next Hannah Montana. I think I could pull of the Best of Both Worlds tour better than Miley Cyrus. I don't know though, doing this, it could let me down on all my dreams. In my head, I am the American Idol that is undiscovered. If I don't make the cut, it would ruin all my inner ego. Burst my bubble in other words. It would also be totally irresponsible. I would have to take off from work, and I would probably turn down the ticket if I got accepted to go to Hollywood. But I would get to possibly meet Simon Cowell, how awesome would that be? I mean Simon Cowell. My whole goal in life is to totally get ripped into by the man. He is my hero, the blunt honesty, never caring what anyone thinks, making people cry all the time. I would love to be in the presence of that. That would be part of the reason for going. The other part would be to see how far I could possibly make it through the auditions. And as much as I would like to think I could make it to Hollywood, I don't know if I could. Also if I did, I would like to see how far I could do, but I can't miss school. I'm so close to being done. Why would I stop for one crazy little competition. Now, realistically, I know that there is no way I could go any further than the first few rounds. I would like to think (as you know) that I could make it to the finalist, but I know there is no way. It would be just a totally irresponsible thing to do. But who knows... maybe I'll do the irresponsible thing for once (okay so I'm actually always irresponsible, we know this). We shall see what happens...