People's Minds?

Forgive me while I get in my fill of ranting. I have a slight problem with married men currently (not all, I'm sure not all of you are completely pig headed). I had the experience of watching 30 rock for the first time. Hilarious show by the way, I rather enjoyed it. However, there were a few too many instances of married men either hitting on a woman, staring at a womans chest or trying to get in bed with another woman. I mean seriously... I know it happens, but do we have to make it seem like it is alright? There are people that actually think this is okay. There have been occasions when out of sheer boredom I wander into a chatroom (like I said, complete boredom). This is not even that entertaining especially with all the "Hey, asl? Are you Hot?"s. I mean seriously, get a life and get over your hornyselves. As if that wasn't bad enough, we then get the men that start to hit on you, and then they say something, and somehow it comes out that they have a wife. Yes, their wives aren't satisfying them, so they head on to chatrooms to get their jollies? Apparently. Who knew?

Well as if this weren't bad enough. One man that I talked to told me that his wife encouraged this... ha liar. I wish I could talk to your wife to tell her what you are doing while she is sleeping at night. Seriously, it's enough to make you not want to get married. Well here is the best experience for you. One day while I was in class, I was looking for a study partner. I meet this absolutely gorgeous man (you see where this is going, I know you do), I look for a ring, and low and behold, there isn't one! Yes I'm in luck. Well we start being study partners. In fact, I start spilling my life to him, taking him slurpees at work, all this stuff. Well after about 2 months of this friendship, he mentions his wife. Woah! Rewind, what?!? I mean this man has been sitting on my couch, we have hung out and this is the first time he bothers to mention that he is married? Freak. Come to find out, his wife was pregnant. He isn't happy in his marriage. I mean wow. Here is the best part. She thinks they have the best marriage in the world. That is one wife I wish I could open her eyes. It's not my place though. I just hope he gets a hold of himself before he ruins her life, and their kids lives.

How is a girl supposed to survive in this world? After all this I'm supposed to want to get married and trust the guy I'm with? I mean how the heck am I supposed to do this? Seriously. Where does your mind go with this? How despicable can you get? I mean even if you aren't happy, then get yourself counseling. I just pray everyday that I will meet a guy that will show me that I can trust him. That is all I can hope for. Wow... some guys...