The Bane of My Existence

So, we go back to the old adage, boys, you can't live with them, you can't live without them. It's unfortunate but true. I've recently had a run in with the experience. Classic boy meets girl, boy and girl fall in love, boy breaks girls heart.... 3 times. Girl finally gets over him. And then, last night, I got to see him for the first time in a year. The first little bit goes good, it was like it was when we were just friends, the friendly banter and all. My heart was filled with butterflies, i somehow forgot how to breath and my heart wouldn't stop going, but I just thought it was because i hadn't seen him in forever.
Things kept going and suddenly we were kissing. Now you have to understand, we have never kissed before this point (long story), so there is a year and a half of pent up energy. But not only that, he is the best kisser I've kissed... and I thought I had had some good kissers up until this point, but wow. So yeah, but now we have this horrible history and we are starting again.
So I have to now make a decision as to what to do. And all at the same time, I have like 3 guys on my radar. I'm not entirely sure about anyone. I don't even know if I want to be dating someone right now... ugh. So yes, you can't live with them, you can't live without them.